well i've been giving it some thought
and i'm still not sure
I have alot going on at home and college.
and i hardly ever have time to sit down.
Im not completly leaving.
but i'm gonna be away for a long time, to put it in a way.
theres alot going on in my life at the moment so...going give everything a break
maybe i'm not thinking straight but DA and my friends BamBam and Silverbondage have helped me alot by just generlly being there for me.
Dont know if this is goodbye or what...i'm not sure. but if i dont make a post back on here for a while...then this was my goodbye...
Not a verry good goodbye but...don't really know what to say scince my mind is elsewhere...
Hopefully i do come back here...
Untill i do though...Goodbye

LOL im in pain lol
like ANNOYING pain..im not one to complain usually about pain...
but well what happened was...i came out the tub..went straight to sleep and like was super tired so like as i hadnt dried or anything....(yeah sshh)...when i woke up all the water in my ears had like i dont know :S stoped the ear wax against my ear drum :S ...WTF MY EARS ARE CLEAN!! well i hope so :S
well anwayz i have been and still am deaf in my RIGHT ear for the past two days now...went doctors but they jsut gave some stupid dropss... and yeah BACK TO THE PAIN!!
ARGGHH its just anoyying...i can tolerate it but it just comes randomly and breaks the concentration of wateva im doing!!
and yeah its also kinda annoying hw i can only hear with my Left ear now :S lol
pray the drops does something to the wax in my ear and lets me hear once again...

oh and not to mention how unbalanced i am now....and to top it off i have a big head...yeah huge! but yeah lol i've been bumping into a lot of things now

hey all
been very busy
but i've beens surfing the new 2009 movies in my spare time and wo and behold!!

DRAGONBALL movie?!?!?... APRIL the 8th!

did any one else know about this or was i the only one living under a rock??

chek it out for yourselfs its offical

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and here its a better link

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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
I HAVE HYPER!!
CANT WAIT!!
2008 really has sucked to tell the truth
okay i know new years new years...im in the new years mood...looking back at 2008...mmmm

IT SUCKED!! big time... well not all of it
it was just really changing
alot has happened
and everyone just gotta hold strong becuase 2009 we going to all be rewarded!!
im not just talkin about the dragonball movie because that i one BIG thing to look forward to but yea



T7

btw..THE MOVIE POSTER OWNS!! HELL YEAH!!

hii everybody who like realised lol
i was away for quite sum tym lol
been havin many problems
but the internet problem which is now solved is cooooooooool
soo like im going to try to be on here more now

well i've been in my new college litrelly ALL day lol
i was running here and there to get my subjects and the college isnt exactly a big college..... its huge!!
lol not really i think its a normal sized college its just funnily shaped and aranged lol
it got too many bends and stairs!
lol well anywayz
as in my last journal i said i'm going to be resitting a year.
so these are my subjects lol

ART & Design << ohhh YER!
Phycology << i need that for sure
Chemistry << that i need to resit because i got low grade
English Language << i like to read and write lol ^_^
Sociology << there wasnt many subjects to choose from lol

and an extra Course that im going to add to my time table for like my reference etc..

Observational Drawing < thats like drawing still life which is like... still things lol BUT.. also naked people >//< (im i meant to be happy or sad >.< hehe lol)