.nobody has to know inside I'm broken, falling down this pit of mistakes and self pity, just better off left alone, somewhere I can't hurt you with my selfish flames...somewhere these fake wings of mine can shed, leaving me with these three numbers etched in red...[T7]

OMG YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT JSUT HAPPEND!!!
I WAS SOO PISEED OFF!!
I WANTED TO CRY!!!!!

well what happned was
i recently just posted a WIP of a drawing i was doing...but thing is i hadn't saved it...i just saved a Jpeg of it as a WIP and never saved the original...well what happened....recently my pc has been failing me ...slowing down....lagging....net crashing....and most importantly....Rebooting and crashing on it's own accord.
WELL IT DID THAT when i was doing my drawing!!
It was coming along soo well!!! i wanted to CRY!! I THINK I DID!!!
I NEVER SAVED IT!!!
I was soo pissed off!!!
My mates kind of calmed me down and said i should draw a better one now....so that's what i'm going TO DO!!!
RARRRGH!!!!

still really annoyed that i never saved that peiece of work...and lost what would have been a good drawing....damn!!!!
o well....

OMG YOU WOn't BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED JUST NOW!!!
MY PC REBOOTED WHILST I WAS TYPING THIS ALL UP!!!
FOR SOME REASON WHEN MY BROWSER RESTORED THE TEXT WAS HERE TOO...PHEW!!!
OMG THIS PC IS GONNA DIE!!! I SWEAR!!!
AM GNNA BLOODY KILL IT!!!
THEN MAKE A BETTER ONE!!!
DO YOU READ THIS PC!!
YOU'RE GONNA BE PUT DOWN!!!
ARGH!!!!!

Okay so I'm on a term break for a week....erm first thing i did was
Completely Clean and re arrange my room
LOL
it looks alot bigger and stuff
i like change lol
i always change my pc look too lol
erm erm
and yeah i'm actually glad i got a week off now =] i get to catch up on missed sleep
erm...take my time to finish them assignments & essays from all my teachers LOL!
erm and also hopefully get time to do some art =]
and ooo go shopping LOL


my mate got this job where he gets paid 50quid a day ! and he gets a free notebook/laptop and a free mobile/cellphone!! PROPER WICKED!! i was like JELOUS!!!
but now he goes to his boss who wanted to know who could make websites and my mate recommended me lol SO NOW IM LIKE PANICKING WONDERING HOW TO MAKE WEBSITES COZ I DON'T REALLY KNOW! LOL!!!

T7

Feeling like shit again today lol
Hangover from last night to be honest but ow well lol
Haven't had much time to work on any art to be honest, Just about manage to log on here and check Deviations and Replies and such.
Yestarday was pretty full to be honest lol I met my mum(stepmum) who came down from manchester to come see me. Was really nice lol well what i could remember because i was pretty pissed at the time but either way it was quite fun compared to normal stuff. Well i've got today to heal up lol or i might go see my mum who will be staying till sunday morning....it's really wierd that i never noticed i did actually miss her alot.
ANYWAY dont expect any art from this fellow right here lol for quite some time perhaps...well i hope i can do something...but o well... erm...i have so many assignments from college...and work...and yeah...well...we'll see lol

gossh! i just litterally got home from college now...luckly now then later because i was allowed to leave since i finished the work set for the lesson....now i got work in 20 minits at 5oclock! which is going to suck because im going to be on my feet the whole time! till 12:30!! o *%!"£@!.....